As poison as a TOXIC

           Boys?Love?Bullshit...no such a perfect things in the world..even honesty also not exists the truth..

                  I swear to myself..i want to be perfect..life good...and put toxic on the boys :) what they did to me?i will did to you back... what you all teach me? when i'm not perfect..i life good,my family feed me good...i become fat..cause i'm good in my life...

                But some people is too obvious they laugh at me,judge me,bullies me...treat me like a person without feeling..that time..when i was small,i lose happiness in my life..

               Now i want to get back my happiness...even it hurt other people..i also don't care..important is..i need happiness...
             
               I choose to life...and not death...is because i want to enjoy~ you all say commit suicide choose to die is stupid?Well :) you're right...so i choose to life...is a clever things..to hurt more people in the world like how they hurt me :)

              The time i really very hurt..but...did anybody knows my feeling? No..NO ONE!! I'm so lonely,so alone...i keep all this things alone...i'm too lonely....

             Now..i think very probably..i just want to enjoy around the world..enjoy as happy as i can...i want to be rich..i want everything to be awesome perfect...i want my family rich too...no need to suffer anymore..so that i need to earn more..

            And i learn something...sometimes...your things your secret...can't be told to anyone all..keep some for yourself..if you tell all to people.."you'll left nothing to yourself" cause human is selfish...they just think of themselves.
    
             

REVENGE TIME

hrrng..REVENGE is not an easy job :)
but,once you make me really want to take revenge..you really hurt me a lots !! well,well,well..hurt me?judge me?say me??
do you think that i'm so easy to let you all bully and let go of you??!! FUCK 凸 ! i won't let you go..
especially two guys..i hate you all (TEOH LIP SHENG) you this bastard! talking so mean,mouth so ichy and poisonous huh?i'll make you feel all this thing you hurt me at the back..i will slowly...and slowly...let you feel that..you make me tell you sorry only can get your forgiveness and it even not my wrong?say i no think??you should think back why people want to argue with you first! say till like you very know me huh??! actually you don't know about me! damn you motherfucker! hakime!please don't be good anymore...bear it :) bear it..believe me..you will be happy at last :) take revenge!!! 
  And the second person is (LEE PIN SENG) you this fake guy huh?say love me...but you don't understand me!if you understand me! you would believe me!and you didn't! you believe that guy..fine! i will make you both paid for that...that must thanks too your good friend LIP show me all the thing you say to him :) 
why i'm so pervert?sometimes just because of you this human!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make me become like this... you will reap what you sow :) 

I'll let you feel the double pain that you gave it to me :)

Hakime! Got to be brave!! and get back the things :)
you hurt me?i won't easily let go of you :) i will make you paid for that :)