Yahoo!!i upgrade my blog become so beautiful haha... i'm so happy :)

I soon gonna make my blog prettier ^^ by the way,i don't know why my blog become private ?? arhhzz.. ><" how to make it open?lolx ><"
你知道爲什麽我會想寫我的心情嗎?因爲我覺得我每天的心情並不開心。。。先從哪裏開始好呢?
就從我媽米哪裏開始好了。。。米,爲什麽你每天都要駡人??你每天都會發脾氣。。。我每天都被你駡。。都覺得很不爽。。很煩耶!你懂不懂?如果我做錯了,你可以好好跟我說我會聼,會改變。。那如果你用討厭我的口氣根我説話我會跟討厭你!這讓我很不爽!你會讓我覺得你生我出來是爲了,利用我幫你這個那個好像用人那樣。。對!我因該幫你。。但是。。我最討厭你用不爽的口氣跟我説話!我不是壞人呢。。你何必對我這樣?請你改變你自己才來説我變了好不好。。以前你不是這樣的。。以前我記得我小時候你對我很好,跟我説話也很溫柔。。我才會乖乖的。。是你變成惡魔每天亂發脾氣!我才會覺得很不爽!我也不知道該怎麽辦?所以我才惱自殺!但是我真得很想死,誰要過這種生活丫?每天被駡。。但是。。她現在比較好了。。但是!她還是一直發脾氣。。一發脾氣就拿家人來惱!每天說你沒錢。。我說我去賺給你。。但是我要做的工是比較特別的。。她就說我去做賣身 -.-" 我真的給她氣死了!我是要儅歌手。。我相信我能的。。但是,她看不起我。。她只是看得起別人。。以前我姐姐哥哥都是被他看不起。。所以現在才會那麽窮。。但是我不會放氣的!終有一天我會讓他們以我為榮!媽,你等這看。。我一定會努力的!我只是要你的相信和支持而已很難嗎?我希望。。有一天你能懂得。。。我所想的事。。
I saw a kitten fall down behind my house..so pity of it,so i take it out and give it drink some milk,i keep worrying don't know her mother will come back or not,after that her mother really come back and pick up their baby!is a Happy Ending^^i though the baby kitten will die:'( finally i pray to god not to give the baby die..n i keep give my mum scold me say go n hug that useless cat...at last their mummy come back n bring them^^i'm so happy!

She is my 2nd idol Angela Zhang
She is Jolin Tsai my 1st idol ^^
Dream.. Last time i have a lot of dreams...
But now i hope my dream can come true..
i wish to be a singer/dance very much..because i like to sing n dance so much..
by the way,my family are rich,i can't go learn dance that i want or learn how to sing using the vocal part,but i believe i can!i learn it myself,even the hardest dance i know how to dance when i saw the video..i will very hardworking to learn what i like to do..
i love Jolin Tsai Yi Ling very much because she sings very lovely kinda love her voice,she also dance very well,when her album come out i will learn her video,since when i'm very small i aready watch her,i have to thanks my sis,she let me watch it..she also a fan of her,i hope 1 day i will become like jolin as famous like she,because just me know i can do it or not, i believe i can!
The second of my fan is Angela Zhang Shao Han her voice is damn nice!u all should hear,can search her at youtube,she is a very pretty nice girl..:) i hope i can have her nice voice .. :D
Well,now...i'm very sad..some people look down on me..they though i don't know everything..but i know myself i can..1day i will show off to u all..that i'm right!
i won't give up..i will keep trying..all i have to do is,learn good my voice and learn well my dance!i also will pray for god..hope they'll pity me give me a chance..
i really love it!will appreciate it will i become a singer.. :D
THEIR MUM YOU QIAN ^^
1ST BORN VESSA^^
2ND BORN STITCH^
3RD BORN ICHIGOTCHI ^^
Since..last time..whn i'm young...i have many of dogs..tat my sis adopt it.Its name [MAGIC(boy)since i very young time see him..also..MAKIYO(girl),YOU QIAN(girl),ayumi,akime, bibble,vanase,vanessa,venus and many of them..born my YOU QIAN & MAGIC..and..i cnt forgotten is..the most of my favourite dog..tat i love..!!can play with me! 1st is (VESSA)girl..she very cute.. but also sold..i cry and cry..also cnt get it back..and 2nd (STICH) also look like vessa so cute!!but..sold agn..i cry !and the last 1..is (ICHIGOTCHI)that really looks like them..but its cute thn vessa ,well,vessa is pretty thn her..but..also sold..i very sad!they born 3times ..also get sell why shld got do me like that!!!!!!!!i cry and cry if i think of her..or miss her i sure cry out...now..u wanted to get it back also very hard..bcz sold out de things ardy cnt get it back..4ever..things that u miss..shld cnt take it back!!so..i hope ichigotchi,stich and vessa tis 3 can 4ever remember how much i miss them...if let me noe 1 of them die...i sure follow them die..so i can life 2gether..agn..in hell or maybe heaven too =P but...i wanted to see them..also no chance aready...what a unforgotten memories!!!!!!!!