給我親愛的自己人 :)

喲~ 我是不知道你看不看得到"這個啦"看到也好。。看不到我也不在乎~
我選這不寫在fb是不想讓你難看~我之前對你那麽好。。結果呢？我因該的嗎？還是我是一個玩具給你利用的？你以爲我是笨蛋嗎？我有腦的。。聰明人不會被你看出來的~我也不是說我自己很聰明。。只不過，我那麽相信你。。你既然那麽狠的對我。。從一開始我就感覺到怪怪的。。對丫你是leader~

當你說你要你那邊group的人退出幹嗎要賴在我頭上説是我要她們推出的？你怕是嗎？要無煙無辜的害我被人討厭。。這個東西我都沒跟你計較了。。口口聲聲說你是leader,但是你有做了什麽嗎？人也是我找來的。。我也是准重你不跟你計較~星期六的時候，我plan一起在我家meet.但是你說你不能來。。叫我不要這樣。。我就想。。我是不是太殘忍了？你不能來我還叫他們來。。但是裏面沒有你。。我的心已經很內就了。。。突然我姐姐叫我去dinner結果我也不能去了。。我就跟大家說meet已經cancel了。。怎麽知道那些人。。根本不准重我。。我好像覺得他們不是來練舞的。。好像是來玩的。。我的心已經很傷心了。。我打給你還以爲。。你會體諒我。。跟我想的一樣。。怎麽知道。。你的話卻好像一把刀擦進我的心一樣。。你卻説你等下也會過去。。我在電話裏都說那麽白了。。你卻那麽傷我。。讓我感覺。。你們都一樣的。。還有我知道你讓那個gold hair在你fb裏寫上他喜歡你是要氣我的！但是。。我不會那麽幼稚!而且。。我已經100%的不喜歡他了。。他是一個雙面人。。奇怪的人~你跟他感情很好吼？還放他在sibling list裏面~我送給你。。你好象什麽事情都跟我作對還是你要氣我我也不知道！就像那個alvin ice你明知道我很討厭他。。你卻跟他越好。。也把他add在你sibling list..
你這樣的對我。。我真的不敢再摻你了。。你很恐怖。。我還是選這早點離開。。不然事情在最後一定會很糟糕的。。就這樣。。再見了。。親愛的自己人 :)

http://www.spellsandmagic.com/spells.html

About Curse :D

Wanna learn curse?cursing someone who make you hurt?
try this:1. Rise from your bed at midnight. Sit cross-legged on the floor in a dark, empty room and whisper the words: “Evil, live, live, evil” over and over for one minute. In your mind’s eye, picture the person you want to curse.

2. As the image of the person appears to you, visualize great harm coming to him or her. For example, you might watch with delight as a car runs over him or he falls down a flight of stairs.

3. Savor the victim’s agony – but don’t forget: the misfortune you visualize is the misfortune your victim will suffer in real life.

If you visualize the victim losing an eye, the victim should lose an eye. If you visualize death, the victim should die. Carefully consider the consequences of your actions before you proceed.

4. As you continue to revel in the imaginary evil you have brought to your enemy, whisper: “Powers of darkness, make this so.” Contemplate your actions for a minute or so and then, says Mulkrin, “your work is done.”

i will try it..if i really can't bear the hurts :)

I hate you!i hate you!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU WANT TO STAY AT FLAT PPL SIMPLY COME IN MY HOUSE BACKYARD IS NOT MY FAULT!!I'M JUST SCARED AND I TOLD YOU!BUT YOU SCOLD ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T REALLY CARE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:) last time...when my heart is angel..to treat you good..

and..you keep ignore me..i also try to forget..how bad you treat me,but now..is over..you're too over~you teach me and turn me to an EVIL :) you'll reap what you sow..from now on ^^

I don't understand...

Why why and why?a thousand of why i wanna ask...is because the world let me ask..
what did i done wrong?am i wrong?for myself..i think i did nothing wrong..
but WHY!? i just want a happy and a fun life..is it so hard?! why am i so LONELY? or either..i am unlucky??just because my parent throw me in the RUBBISH school called BatuLanchang & Smk georgetown?i honestly told you!the shitt school is not brings anything good for me..because the school that i want is International School!because the ppl their know to RESPECT!even thought i know,some are very show off.But is better then THat RUBBISH school!because the ppl inside of the school is...WEIRD! not me feel that too..my some "Ppl" also feel like that..
why am i so lonely+boring..why other ppl can have so much friends..how they can go and make so many friends?i am friendly,my friend usually said..but why i can't same like them?i just don't understand..HELP..i really scare 1 day i can't bear for it..what can i do?why i think and i'm sure that..i'm the best than everyone!but the loser got 1st..and they can't even notice me..i'm so fedd upp!!!!!!!who can make my day bright?

Hate life..

Why in my life..the sad things is more than happy things?
why can't every person in the world become happy??
why must put (sad,shuffering) inside?
i just want things become peace :'(