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Is a difficult week start from now

What should i do??!!The feeling that i doesn't want..and scare..it comes again I in love in someone ... maybe i and him is a fate.. actually i won't meet him..is because of a bboy named pnoy can't come teach us because he gonna go for a competition so he called someone of his friend from butterworth..to come and relieved us. 1st time i meet him..in my eyes..got a special feeling..but i lie to myself not to think it..until the dance have finished..we keep talking..i feel like talking with him..i won't be so stress and no need to worry.. i feel like keep wanna chatting with him..i and him just like got topic to chat him too after when i go home..i realise he is handsome for me!!so i feel..i'm in love..but i scare..he doesn't like me..2 day already..i keep missing him..i sms with him in phone too..he feel like he wanna chat to me too..is he love me too ?like me?but..why don't he tell me...need i tell him 1sT?i check google should girl tell the one they love first?answer is : yes,probably..you must tell him the truth,whether what he says..at least let him know.. I really don't know what to do...should i tell him?how to tell him?i scare later i told him..he will change a person if he don't like me..

Hi!

Hello!long time didn't write blog already...
i wish to write..but i'm busy..if i have a laptop..maybe i will write.. is easier :)

我討厭我家人！我誰都沒有！！

當你覺得你了解我。。但是你了解的是錯的。。
我真真的痛苦你們不知道。。
我。。我的魂已經飛走了。。
現在的我都不知道是誰。。
現在的我好像在等死而已。。
這個世界很恐怖。。。都是壞人。。我要離開你們。。
下去地域被懲罰也好。。。好過呆在人間給那些傷害人家心的東西。。住在一起。
我寧願肉痛也不要心痛。。我真的想魂飛魄散。。

我討厭那些人只有錢才可以教你東西的人！！

我有一個夢想。。。喜歡跳舞唱歌。。我本來是想上台唱歌跳舞的。。
但是這個世界太不公平了！他們一個機會都不給你。。就問你有沒有給老師教過你唱歌還是跳舞？？我說：沒有!他卻沒有給我表現的機會。。只有看不起我。。
但，我相信我能的。。我已經表現給我的同學朋友看。。他們都很支持我。。
還有我也不懂。。我一跳起舞就會讓他們傻眼。。是不是看我肥所以覺得肥人什麽都做不到？
沒這個理由！我們都是人。。人要看得起所有人。。不該看得起的是。。有些人說他什麽都會。。
但是叫他表現的時候。。他卻不想。。。理由多多。。最討厭這種人了。。
我可以什麽都不要。。我只要可以實現我的夢想。。這樣等下去。。我很辛苦。。好想去跳樓。。做人真的好累。。還有。。我去學過舞蹈(popping)一次，我一去那邊老師做什麽動作我都做得到。。但是我看他們的video只有老師他們才可以上台跳。。這什麽意思？難道如果厲害的學生可以跳得比較好。。但是又沒錢。。你們就不可以教他們免費的嗎？如果我是一個舞蹈老師還是唱歌老師。。只要我相信那個學生很有心的想要學。。但卻沒有錢。。我一定會教他的。。
所以我說。。現在的人真的很恐怖。。好人死死去算了。。留那些壞人在這個世界上。。給他們自生自滅！！

I'm so sad...But 1 day i will Prove!

No one believe that my dream will come true..
I will play my life to let it come true..
i will put more efforts on it!
until one day my dream come true..i will let everyone that know me was shocked!
all you all need is to wait...wait!
1day i will let you all know hurt people feelings is the worst things ever~~~

My birthday 23nov

Today is my birthday....haha.. i'm so happy that 12am time i have 2friend wish me Happy birthday.. the person is alex and jackson（from Cameron Highland). Jackson give me a present he reload credit in my handphone for me ,my brother in law and my father too i'm so happy ^.^

In the Early morning i opened my facebook..i'm so happy!! i have alot of wishes from my friend :D
By the way,i can't get any present from them but i still have their wish.. i'm so happy.. and even my another friend buy a farmville balloon gift for me hehe.. >< i really like it..

After that,my mum bring me to eat lunch at GAMA shopping.. i am eating the fried rice is DELICIOUS :) but...i argue with my mum... i really didn't mean it.. but i really can't accept that you stopping my dream.. i'm so sad.. she don't even believe me that i can earn alot of money for her if she let me do what i wanted to do..

You know why i so angry?I have a dream..and i believe i can dream come true if i willing to let it come true i can work hard for it..REALLY! because i believe myself...no matter how hard i really will work for it..because i REALLY love singing and dancing...but my parents don't believe that i!! they say nobody teach me..i believe myself...u see that hard dance that other people can't dance i also will dance for it..why they don't believe their own child??i really sick for it..

Before my sis and bro already give my parents broke their dream，But 1 word to say..i won't let them broke my dream no matter what happen because i believe myself!!! My heart already have a sadness hole.. that can't cure.. because is you made it!!! I'm really tired of it..
you say that singing need sell body??i answer you NO!!please mum... don't old thinking again..
now is 2010 not 1990 anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stop controlling me chasing my dream! i really sick of this!!is enough!!!!!!
If you let me chase my dream and believe me..i can treat you good ..and what you want i also can buy for you..the problem is..i need your belive that's all.. don't know when only you can believe me~! haix..