我真的真的還是一樣一天一天過得那麼想念你。。。

想念你不能告訴你，我好想你，怎麼辦，不能告訴你
我好想念。。
想念。。。
一種痛苦就是想念你又不能告訴你
想念你不能告訴你
想念你又不能告訴你
想念你又不能告訴你。。。
想念你又不能告訴你
想念你又不能告訴你。。。
想念你又不能告訴你
想念你又不能告訴你。。。
想念你又不能告訴你
想念你又不能告訴你。。。我要瘋了
為什麼工作了還是會想念你！！！

About me 關於我

❈告訴自己要努力的做回自己
不管之前有什麼恩怨都該放下讓他去了。。。告訴自己那些曾經所經歷過最不幸的事情有悲傷，恐怖的，激烈的，和被刺激過的自己都已經是過去了不會再發生了好嗎？好讓我怨恨的恐懼感消失。
做回自己的自己別管別人怎麼想，自己才是最精彩的自己。把所有曾經自己所擁有過的天分給表現出來，重點不是給別人看而是給自己知道自己原來也可以那麼優秀。別讓上一代的恩怨把最美好的自己給埋成黑白了，顏色是還在回憶裡的，叫自己不停的回想把顏色努力給塗回去，別再讓自己的腦袋給暫停住了。你想做的自己還是在裡面沒有不見，只要你肯走出來，相信世界有你掌握。
我是否可以走得出自己的陰影嗎？❈

❅Tell myself to be my own trueself and is the time to let go of my Grudge of shadow fear that the Tragic things that happen on me in the past.Try to forget and let go,tell myself it won't be happen again..You amazing self is still inside your memories do not let it stuck and turn into black and white anymore,you can still have the colours on you to colour back and the world is yours choice.
Keep going, don't stop, try hard to become your talented self again,not to show for anyone but just  to make myself really happy back  😊
Could i really can walk out of my terrible shadows?❅
#Dairy#

射手座女

在ptt的射手版看到的"完全了解射手(女)手冊"
我覺得還蠻準的勒！  大部分我都同意
不過內容很多  要看要有心理準備喔~

(粉紅色的字是我的註解拉 紅色字是重點!)

射手女
戀情多為一見鍾情 日久生情的狀況較少
基本上 你有沒有機會 通常都在第一眼 就決定了
第一印象不錯 就有機會 如果她第一印象就覺得你不可能
那你再也沒有機會了 沒錯！

射手自尊心很強 千萬不要拿她的自尊開玩笑
那是自殺的行為...
射手富正義感 是會路見不平的人
但是又有著愛捉弄人的雙重性格
對她開玩笑的話..  要小心
因為有些玩笑開不得 要很小心不能踩到她的地雷.. 嗯嗯
射手很直 個性跟說話都是 對!
討厭拐彎抹角  不真誠的人 也是她厭惡的
好惡很明顯 喜歡就喜歡 討厭就討厭 完全掛在臉上
在她面前不要太過自信 她會不屑
好強 好勝心很重 不服輸 從不覺得女人會輸男人

射手欣賞有能力或才華的人 要追她 千萬不能沒上進心 沒錯！我討厭不上進的人
要隨時保持ㄧ顆想進步的心 如果停滯不前 會被她討厭
如果在她面前表現善良的一面 會加很多分  沒錯！加分~
如:自然地幫助行動不便的人 去711捐個零錢等等

接下來這點非常重要  射手最討厭人家--
叮嚀 囉唆 提醒 重複  ㄧ件事 說ㄧ次就夠了 切記    對!不要一直repeat～我會抓狂
討厭被束縛 不自由(希望有自己"個人"空間)  極討厭被冤枉

另外 興趣很廣泛 但轉移目標也很快速  哈 這就是我說的三分鐘熱度
想博得她好感 要從她的興趣下手 多跟她聊她有興趣的話題
她會打開話夾子 也會對你增加好感

射手很重朋友  很有義氣  跟朋友一起的時間也多  
所以 要有心理準備 不要跟她朋友吃醋 她會覺得你很幼稚   對!
對射手女不要太小氣(在她面前也不能太小家子氣) 男朋友該做的都要做 
所謂小家子氣是指 連買個日用品都要考慮個30分鐘= =   沒錯！！！我最最最討厭小家子氣的人

重要的節日務必都要記得... 尤其重要的是她生日  我是還好垃 不是很care節日 但完全忘記就太誇張了(如果能陪我過當然是最好囉)
要多帶她出去玩 看她喜歡哪裡 是風景區還是遊樂區~  對對對~我最喜歡出去玩了阿
多帶她到處去吃 到處去嚐鮮 她會很開心 尤其是她愛吃的東西囉~  沒錯沒錯！我是貪吃鬼XD

跟她一起的生活不能一成不變 最好不時來點小小變化 她會很驚喜~   嗯嗯 我愛surprise!!
愛她的男人 一定要孝順 家一定要照顧好 跟家裡關係很差的人 她們不喜歡  沒錯!一定要孝順
還有要有責任心 最好是一個又認真 但又很會玩的男朋友 最好不過了~~!
另外要善良 ㄧ個對動物沒耐心 或是會捶打牆壁的男生 都敬而遠之  沒錯! 敢虐待動物我跟你沒完沒了

基本上要打動射手女算簡單的 只要能掌握住她的心 其實她們很容易被打動
只要讓她在小地方感動... 切到她的內心 就離幸福不遠了~
當射手女喜歡一個人 非常明顯
她會特別關心(例如吃飯等等) 會找他話

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射手座的女孩們 來看看我說的像不像妳

有歡樂的地方就有射手座,在人群之中,她們是個開心果,
和白羊座,獅子座同屬火象星座,性子一樣急,但是多了一分悠哉.
她們天性樂觀,不怕胖不愁吃(ㄟ 我是怕胖又愛吃).她對人對己都很寬容,生性慷慨不計較

容易原諒別人,當然也容易原諒自己,尤其是包容自己隨心所欲的購物習慣. 哈哈
要認出她們很容易,心寬體胖的身材,和隨時大血拼的氣魄,以及樂觀的人生,
找那個沒煩惱的她準沒錯. 大血拼的氣魄~說的真貼切!

如果你遇見一位學習欲望很強,興致一起便一股腦地鑽研進去的女人,
十之八九是射手座女子。她的工作即使忙碌得要命,她卻很能夠樂在其中,
沒空抱怨.想要看很多的書,做很多的事,非常的有幹勁和衝動.
射手女子很容易崇拜一個人,可是一旦所尊崇的人失去了被她景仰的理由,
他在她心目中的地位馬上一落千丈.射手女子對人事狂熱的心,
使得她的生活像是一場無盡的冒險.她是一個積極而又活力旺盛的女人,
確認目標後就義無反顧,勇往直前,射手女人的不馴來自天性不喜束縛的自由,
對玩樂十分在行的唷!  這一段都很準！

 

2.永遠笑容可掬的晴朗大男孩出現,傷感只是她的暫時,她需要始終的快樂;

3.她喜歡遊樂園歌廳娛樂城,在玩樂中盡情享受,不要埋怨她的孩子氣,
在那快樂中你會感到她的愛戀;

4.欺騙者死,你可以沉默,她不會問你,但你只要說謊就是死罪,
你有一次辯解機會,別把她當傻子; 沒錯！我最最最討厭欺騙

5.她是粗心的,但她是女人,只要是女人就是細膩的,
她忽略的事情並非不曉得,只是不介意; 雖然我很少根筋也常很粗心~但女人天生都有敏感的一面的!

6.不要強求她做家事,如果射手肯做家事,那她一定脫線了; 沒錯！ 我好討厭做家事...哈

7.不要強求她化妝,射手最崇尚自然,素面朝天同時以真心待人; 看心情拉~不過拍照or出去玩一定要化妝的!

8.不要嫉妒她身邊的男人,射手天生異性緣好, 最近才有覺得異性緣好一點點...不過男性友人還是很少阿
但射手向來不喜歡參與三角戀情,相信她你就能獲得她的心;

9.天下最沒耐心的是射手,不要像唐僧一樣嘮叨,告訴她你需要的,坐下來跟她談;

10.冷落是對她最大的傷害,你可以跟她辯論也可以跟她比賽,
但就是不要冷落她,否則本來就愛自由的她一定會跑沒影兒; 嗯嗯

12.要小心她的不穩定性,也許今天說的明天就變卦,
讓你體驗一半兒火焰一半兒海水的感覺;  哈 有時候的確會這樣

13.要得到她就要得到她的朋友們認可,  對！
射手永遠把朋友放在愛情前面,除非是初戀;

14.她懷抱著崇高的理想,不要直接打擊她,
你可以陪她發發夢,但現實總在催人奮進;

15.射手最愛旅遊,有條件每年旅遊兩次的話最好,
射手對外國風景沒有任何抵抗力;  對!

16.愛情面前人人懵懂,她容易陷入一段愛情卻不輕易許諾,
她會為自己的承諾加一道枷鎖;

17.射手有逃婚傾向,不要太早求婚,  我現在的確不想太早結婚 除非遇到適合的人吧
等時機成熟讓她感到她能從婚姻中得到更多快樂而非牽絆;

18.發脾氣前請三思,射手絕對不會不講道理,  對對對!
一哭二鬧三上吊大概只有你會死翹翹;  最討厭無理取鬧的人！

19.三分鐘熱度是她們的習性,涉獵很廣但不一定精通,
不斷變化的新鮮感是維持感情的良方;

20.喜歡動物是天性(沒錯！我超愛動物的),眷養寵物要給予它們充分自由,
禁止在射手面前虐待寵物;  沒錯！！！！敢在我面前虐待動物你只有死路一條

21.她喜歡主動和大膽出擊,在這方面你可不能落後,否則只會給她看扁; 沒錯沒錯!

22.生命在於運動(旅遊也是一種運動嗎？),即使你不擅長什麼也不能擾了她的雅興,
只要放她去玩,她的耐性絕對會在你寂寞之前回到你身邊;

23.她喜歡給你驚喜,像生命充滿謎團,  哈
在大街上突然抱住你來個KISS你可千萬別驚訝,這是她最擅長的; 的確有可能

24.她不需要大鑽石也不需要毫宅,她需要別人的認可,
在她看來信任感就是最大的財富,你能給予這些,一定要做;  這段寫的真好!我什麼都可以不要~但需要信任感與安全感

25.不要阻撓她去上班,即使你很可能已經家財萬貫,
事業支援著她的精神,讓她覺得生命的活力;   嗯嗯 我喜歡有自己的事業

26.在看書方面射手有著超乎尋常的品位,千萬不要輕易送書給她,
先跟她探討興趣很明智,通常射手對犯罪,心理,戰爭,武俠,名著都有興趣. 那三個我是還蠻有興趣

27.人非聖賢一定會犯錯,最好的補償方法是請她吃頓好的或者送些禮物,
順便跟她致歉,如果她說原諒你了就不要廢話,沒原諒你之前她會給你臉色看,
千萬不要唧唧歪歪.  哈哈

28.射手最不吃回頭草,千萬不要嫉妒她以前的男友,相信我,  沒錯！
她絕不會回頭,即使回頭也不過是在那段結束的感情上再澆一盆冷水;

29.射手天生愛憎分明,對感情她不會拖拖拉拉,
她也不會等你拖拉,如果你不立刻決定你可能再也見不到她;''

30.她很漠視教條禮規,如果她肯去見你的家人並表現乖巧,那說明她真的很在乎你;  真的!

31.你不需要陪她去瘋去闖蕩(當然如果能去更好),
但當她回到家時她需要一個溫暖的懷抱和鼓勵的言語,這個時候嘮叨她,你會失去她;  沒錯！

32.她願意接受別人的意見,只要你中肯的說出來,不但不會惹毛她,也許還得到一個吻;

33.沒有什麼能讓她終生喜歡,要博得她長久的芳心你必須懂得該出現和消失的時機,
掌握不好就會讓她厭煩(對！),多察言觀色對你沒有壞處,因為她什麼都寫在臉上;

34.射手容易心軟,但她不會愛上比她弱的男生(沒錯！),讓她看到你的力量,但要適可而止;

35.射手還愛出風頭,適時讓她表現,或在她表現後誇讚幾句,她會對你另眼相看;

36.在方向上她可能是個白癡,你們出門最好由你帶路,  沒錯！我是個超級大路癡
至少你要帶著地圖,如果你也是良牙的話;

37.大度的人最煩小心眼兒,你的表現不像個男人,下次你就見不到她了;  對!

38.做事果斷堅決最得她歡心,她通常都不考慮後果, 真的耶..我常想到什麼就去做 不會考慮後果囧
適時給她建議指引方向,她就會依賴上你的思想;

39.射手最大的優點就是寬容和獨立,如果你想找個小鳥依人勸你趕快看看別處,
她是絕對不會冒充雙魚的; (ㄟ..我也可以小女人拉 因為我上升在雙魚 哈哈)

40.射手被人冤枉時最鬱悶,被人背叛時最痛苦,你最好不要這樣做,
否則你家被炸平我可不負責;  哈哈沒錯

41.她有不少缺點,淘氣得讓你頭疼,但她的可愛你又放不下,
不要強迫她去成熟起來,她的單純自然天成,到中年也能頗得人心; 就說我是個單純的孩子吧! 哈哈

42.愛她就大聲的講出來,畏畏縮縮得不到她的愛, 對!
只要你主動了一分,她自然會表現兩分熱忱; 沒錯！

43.都說射手天生剋蠍子,因為陰霾遇到了陽光,
如果你想做007偵察她的行蹤,小心她發現後把你cancel掉;

44.她會告訴你她愛你,然後失蹤了也說不定,  這個我還好
愛上射手只有自求多福,等待的時候你有很多事情可以做來提高自己;

45.一千隻紙鶴還不如一個街頭的狂吻,她喜歡的不是小溪而是浩瀚大海,  嗯嗯
不要讓她感覺負累,她就是你的了;

46.射手變心的速度天下第一,別指望能問出什麼原因,  這個我還好
唯一的辦法是不要讓她說出分手,拼命表現沒用,還是自然點兒好;

47.錢是用來享受的,如果你介意她的大手大腳可要提前打招呼,  
保住你的荷包容易,但是她自己的那份兒你別想干預;  哈

48.如果有幸你娶到她了,恭喜你,婚後的射手通常會穩重許多,
成為同輩尊敬的婦女,她會偶爾想要玩樂,我想滿足她並不困難;

49.不接受她的觀點她可能會難過一陣子,最好的辦法是給她解釋清楚,
她樂於接受你的觀點和坦誠,下一分鐘你就會在別的地方看見快樂的她了;

50.通常射手信命,但是她們又是不服輸的一群,
在原則問題上不要與她們爭辯,她們很習慣求同存異的生活方式.

在深秋轉初冬之際誕生的射手座，個性如煞那間轉變的氣候，急躁不穩定。
射手女個性刁蠻、略帶男兒氣概，而且極善變，但她們的外表卻是不折不扣的淑女。 嗯嗯沒錯
這是由於她們具有特殊的氣質，且善於盛裝打扮。
她們不會掩飾自己，內涵豐富，任何事都能侃侃而談。
再者，她們的判斷力敏銳，做事也很乾脆。嗯嗯
射手女非常愛好自由，而且好奇心很強。
她們常想當個流浪者，到處去尋找新鮮的事物，對於射手座的妻子，
丈夫最好不要束縛她們，否則她們很容易說「再見」。
   她們很熱衷於集團結社，揮金如土是射手座女性的通病，哈哈
她們只要去逛街，就會大包小包地抱回家。
不過，她們也有一套理財方法，絕不會造成經濟赤字。

外表很文靜的射手其實很開朗！有文藝天賦，愛唱愛跳。
愛哭也愛笑。容易難過也容易快樂。玩起來會嚇人一跳！ 恩！
崇拜一切高尚的事物！很注重外表，更在意自身的智慧。
大大咧咧的言行中會有很細心的一面。
射手一般身材較高，是所有星座當中身材最好的一個星座！  yaya
因為喜歡運動！又樂觀，有射手的地方一定有笑聲！
為人很誠實很天真很率直，好相處，容易受到異性的歡迎， 
同時又能得到同性的羡慕。所以有點高傲和超然的自信是自然的。
就會經常聽到人說射手女很難追啊！射手不僅獨立也不會帶給別人壓力！
天生具有貴族氣息。特別在特殊場合，你很容易辨認出來！

射手女容易傷害別人也容易被傷害！容易原諒別人也容易原諒自己！
所以對待愛情的態度往往看得不是很重！但並不代表射手女花心！
只是射手天生的桀驁不馴，怕被束縛！不願為別人改變，最怕妥協！
溫柔的外表裏面包藏著野性，要想馴服她，一定要具備好幾把刷子才行哦。
如果不是真愛一個人，你是很少聽到射手女對你有什麼承諾的！
而如果你哪天遇到射手女為你改變並向你做出承諾，那她一定是很愛很愛你了！ 是阿

射手就是偏財運，有富貴命。射手女很健談，所以是個有名的批判家。
但為人善良，害怕欺騙，討厭虛偽。視人人平等，重視友情，
重色輕友對射手女來說很多時候是免疫的。如果你的女友是射手千萬別因此而懷疑她。
只要你支援她，她會覺得你瞭解她信賴她，那她粘定你了！

很多射手女的口頭禪是：“親愛的”、“寶貝”等等， 真的！我都叫我姊妹親愛的or寶貝
無論對男性朋友還是女性朋友都會經常脫口而出，所以你不必大驚小怪。
真正能吸引射手女的人，她只會用讓人無法抗拒的眼神告訴他：“你是我的”。 哈哈
射手女是非常懂得浪漫的，喜歡主動，很少被動的。哪天被動了一定會逃得很快。
所謂來無影去無蹤。射手女如果倒追，那可是攻擊性很強並且很准。
有點霸道但也很讓人感覺甜蜜，情話綿綿，溫柔體貼，做得天一無縫。
有時候電影裏看得到的浪漫情節，射手都會精心安排帶給你驚喜。叫你不愛她很難。

可是她的熱度只是短暫的。就像流星一樣劃過夜空，想想吧，
一支箭的速度，得到後，就可能要冷卻一段時間了，射手女常常會讓人哭笑不得。
所以叫人愛也不是恨也不能。這也是射手女的魅力所在。
叫人不得不服，如果你想玩弄射手女的感情，鹿死誰手，還要拭目以待。
射手就是死也一定先射死你。然後自己用樂觀來漫漫療傷。
這也是射手女低調的一面，冷處理，內心流血，臉上還是挂著笑。嗯嗯
其實明白的人不多，是多麼讓人心疼又可愛的女射啊。

射手女是最具勇敢也最具有個性的，想象力豐富得可怕。
預測能力超強，有預言家的風範。射手女是典型的外熱內冷，外表熱，
其實有一顆冷冷的心，內心有一種憂鬱，獨立的外表裏頭擁有一顆敏感而極其脆弱的心。
喜歡被保護的感覺。
說射手女花心真的很不公平，說射手女喜歡玩感情遊戲更是大錯特錯。
說射手女分不清楚友情和愛情簡直荒謬。在她們的內心正愛只有一個，
一旦愛上，嘴上花了心裏卻處處為心愛的人著想，自律性很高，
對自己的另一半絕對忠誠，絕對的負責。  沒錯！！
同樣她也會給對方同樣程度的信任。所以如果你欺騙她那對她造成的傷害可想而知。
看射手女有一大堆異性朋友，那都是被射手女認為只是朋友的朋友。
甚至像兄弟姐妹一樣的朋友。

射手女對朋友很熱情，反而對自己的愛人忽冷忽熱，因為她怕失去主動權，
別介意，就這個性格。就這麼冷酷。但一定是專一的。
很多跟射手女分了的後來都會後悔。
對不起，一旦射手女跟你說再見了，九頭牛都拉不回，很少有射手女說再見後會回頭的。對！
她會跟你說再見並不是變心愛上別人，而是你真的傷到她的心了。
很多時候射手女把自尊看得很重要。也有點固執，一旦愛了，或許就一生一世了，
如果你不懂得珍惜那你千萬別讓她愛上你。等她一頭鑽進去時，她愛得比誰都還認真。
並且達到癡情的份上。愛過射手女的你們應該體會過吧。
告訴你，只有同樣勇敢和不怕死的最後才能抱得美人歸喔！
  射手女喜歡咬人，但不是誰都有這種待遇的，這種舉動只有她心愛的人才有這種殊惠。
愛你會在你不經意時咬你，不愛你看著都累。
射手女非常感性，容易被感動，天生淚線淺，掉眼淚就像笑很正常的。沒錯！！！
不信你帶她去看一部感人的電影或電視劇，你一定得為她準備幾包紙巾。真的！！！
因為射手女的她太善良了，憐憫又使射手女顯的多麼高貴。她怎麼能夠不受歡迎呢？
射手唯一缺點，表裏不一啊，心無城府，一張嘴好話壞話全出來了。
容易得罪了人還不知道。
口才好的她能把死得說活，活得說成死了。你根本分不清楚哪句是真的哪句是假的。
你認為是真的那一定是真的，你認為是假的，不久的將來一定變成真的了，
前面提到過，射手女是預言家啊。但她在別人面前表現出來的全是真實的一面。
你不信也得信。射手女她就有這樣的說服能力。

這裏要提醒所有一樣可愛的射手女們：小心提防身邊的小人啊。
禍從口出，沈默是金，這句話大家一定要記住！那樣你會更加完美！

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射手座的女子是熱力四射的，有的時候會熱得稍微失去控制，而傷了許多人。
她是活潑好動的，雖然她看來是如此文靜，可是只要那個開關被打開了，
她就會無止盡的令你煩擾不已；
別以為只要把開關關掉就行了，那個開關根本就是個壞的。
若是運氣好的話，你也許可以找到電池，想辦法拔掉；但是她又很可能是用插電的。哈 好好笑

她是相當直接的，不管任何事情。如果你覺得她太不拘小節了，她會覺得你有點奇怪，
甚至會認為你不夠大膽。這有什麼關係，只不過是挽著你的手而已，
又不是要跟你結婚；她也會如此對待她的男性朋友，
所以你就別太大驚小怪，這在她認為實在是沒什麼好值得驚訝的。

基本上，她對於雙關語是免疫的。她常會搞錯感情，錯把友情當做愛情，愛情當友情，
這會令她相當困惑。
所以你若是喜歡她，並且想和她交往的話，可以不用費盡心思的用委婉的言語來表達，
你只要直接的告訴她就行了。然後你可能會聽到她發出一陣嬌笑，告訴你別開玩笑。
或者是露出她美麗的淺笑，豪爽的回答：好啊。好像沒什麼浪漫可言。

她不會喜歡上綿羊型的男人，因為她喜歡那種被保護的感覺，
但你可要瞭解：被保護並不代表可以被左右。

她可是相當獨立的，而且她像是頭野馬，要想馴服她，可沒那麼容易喔！
她可不會隨隨便便就一頭衝進熱戀之中，
除非你一開始就向她證明：你絕不會非要她“定”下來不可！

其實還有好多好多大家的評論

這幾個是我覺得寫的比較好的

還蠻好玩的~

不過如果妳跟我一樣是射手女應該也會很認同！

Incarnated angels – are you one? Traits and challenges of angels on earth

   Personal experience
The first reason I could not deny the existence of incarnated angels any longer, was the discovery of my own origins. For years I had had signs, but I never dared take them seriously. At one time, angels even came to me, held my arms in a specific way (I had felt angels greet me this way before) and said ‘welcome, sister’ — but I didn’t dare tell my then supervisor. Whatever would she think? One reason people might suppress this kind of experience is the way angels have often been portrayed in the media, by religion, and the image we still have of them: for instance as holy, pure, and elevated above ordinary people and their earthly motivations. Behind this there is often a hidden tendency to judge the earthly plane and human things as personal love and sexuality, anger and strife, the bodily functions etc. as ‘lower’ in nature or even ‘bad’. So, it was very enlightening to find that my own incarnation process as an angel had begun with a very prosaic motive: my indignation at what I saw as injustice on the physical plane and the desire to do something about it! Unfortunately, as an angel I had not yet grasped the idea that the dark has its place and function in duality, which led to many lives in which battle took center stage. Lives as a warrior, crusader, leader of armies…. That may not sound very angelic. But these lives were inspired by a deep love for the earth and all living beings. Furthermore, healing the karmic wounds that stemmed from these lives has played a big part in my spiritual growth and attaining self-mastery. In this process my twin flame angel, because apparently, angels are created in pairs too, often chose the more ‘yin’ path of the healer. When incarnated, angels, just like humans, are subject to Duality and are confronted with the same issues like life and death, loss and mourning, fear and love, strife and guilt, etc. Incarnated angels are no different or better than humans in that — but they have followed a different route of evolution and therefore have different characteristics and are confronted with specific recurrent themes that can be useful to have knowledge of if you want to understand them better. This brings me to the characteristics of human angels I encounter regularly. Do you have many of these? Then you too may be an incarnated angel …

Unity Consciousness
Incarnated angels are often still very much attuned to Unity consciousness. After all, as angels they have often lived and worked in close proximity to Source for a long time before they embarked upon the journey into physical existence. Because of this, under the surface they still have a an all-encompassing sense of oneness with, and love and compassion for all living things. Even in situations of strife, they will quickly want to understand and honor the standpoint of all involved. However, doing so they sometimes lose their own centre. One disadvantage of the strong connection to Unity consciousness in a human body can be that incarnated angels often don’t have well-developed boundaries. They are able to connect so easily to everything and everyone around them, that they can have trouble assessing where they stop and the other begins. They can sense the emotions of others and energies around them so well, that they can become confused about what belongs to them, and what doesn’t. In this, they have a lot in common with HSP’s (Highly Sensitive Persons). I don’t believe every HSP is an incarnated angel, but I think it is safe to assume that every incarnated angel is highly sensitive!

‘Guardian angel-syndrome’
Along with being extremely sensitive, incarnated angels often have a great desire to ‘help’. One person dubbed this her ‘Guardian Angel syndrome’. This syndrome often has two sides to it. On the one hand, there is a great and authentic desire to be of service to all living beings and to want to see them happy. Incarnated angels often end up in occupations that are in some way related to giving care. On the other hand, there is often a compulsive need to help, stemming from the inability to tolerate the pain and discomfort of others. Incarnated angels often have a hard time differentiating between the pain of others and their own feelings. Thus, wanting to make the pain of others to go away can be a means to regain their own inner peace! Furthermore, they often have an exaggerated sense of responsibility and can feel guilty if they do not ‘help’ everyone that is in need all the time. As if, because they can sense everything, they are responsible for everything. Moreover, they do not always see that pain has a function: for instance, emotional pain can be a signal for someone to start making better choices for themselves. To take away the pain of another would be to rob the other of their free choice and a chance to grow.

Light in the darkness
Angels often choose to incarnate in families where there is a lot of darkness: homes where there is alcohol and drug abuse, depression, physical and mental abuse, etc. They want to bring light, joy or love to places where negativity reigns. From the overview of the in-between state it can seem like a good idea to bring light to a family where there is low level of consciousness and a lot of darkness, but when an angel incarnates into it for real and becomes a baby dependent on the family for survival, it becomes a different story. As children they can feel desperately lonely, and helping others may become a means to relieve their loneliness and experience a form of contact, or even ‘earn’ a sense of worthiness. This however is at the cost of their own energy and joy and will later lead to problems with dependency relationships, depression, burn-out, etc. In those cases, incarnated angels can have a lot to gain from therapies like inner child work and past life regression therapy. To reconnect with their angelic Source and Self, and to understand and heal the dependency issues and the child within will re-empower them and help them be able to shine in the world without dependency on results or how others react to them.

Compassion and strictness
Where incarnated angels can muster enormous compassion for others, they can be very hard on themselves. It seems like they apply unrealistically high moral standard to themselves. They seem to forget that as humans, they may learn by making mistakes and are worthy of just as much compassion as the people they so love to help! Incarnated angels can benefit greatly from seeing themselves through the eyes of their own guardian angel — and see someone who is trying their best, deserves to be acknowledged and honored purely for the courage to incarnate and is always deserving of unconditional love.

Beauty and ‘harsh’ reality
Incarnated angels are often very sensitive to authentic beauty, nature, art and music. Everything that has been created as an expression of high frequency or divine Source energy reconnects them with Home. Angels that are out of balance and have not yet healed the issues their human incarnations have left them with, often have difficulties dealing with the dark side of duality and the ‘harsh’ aspects of the world and can sometimes use art as a means to escape. They can try to disappear into their imagination, in books or movies, or of course in actual drug use. Healing their first incarnation(s) as a human being and embracing their inner child can help them find their balance. Sometimes using some form of art can help them heal as well. To create beauty and bring it into the world themselves instead of using it to escape it, can be tremendously healing for them and help them re-empower themselves.

Blind spot for ‘evil’
Because incarnated angels are still so closely connected to Unity consciousness and the truth of Creator they often have a blind spot for what we could call ‘evil’. When beings have closed off their connection to Source and are seriously out of balance, they exist in lower frequencies which manifest as fear and hatred, and are driven by jealousy, rage, fear and contempt, especially for those who still live in the Light. Because incarnated angels are so close to Unity, but have not yet become conscious in all aspects of their being, it seems they have often trouble perceiving this kind of motivation and the behaviors stemming from it. They don’t know evil, and therefore they don’t see it! So, incarnated angels can feel helpless in situations in which they are confronted with manipulation, deceit, ruthless competition etc. For instance: as a toddler of four I was in the playground when I saw one girl bullying another. It is one of my first conscious memories. I was dumbfounded and though to myself: ‘How can this be? Don’t they know that when you hurt someone, you’re only hurting yourself?’

The dark path
This brings me to a realization that surprised me even more than the existence of incarnated angels. The existence of ‘fallen’ angels. Just like humans, angels too can turn away from the Light out of pain and anger, and choose to follow the ‘dark’ path. This too, is an experience they ultimately learn and grow from, and from the higher dimensions there is no judgment about this. But when as an angel in human form, you are confronted with a ‘fallen’ angels it can be a shocking experience that can take some healing and energetic cleansing and disconnecting. In their behaviour, they are a lot like‘demonic’ entities (spirits of the dark side that have their own purpose and function in duality). They are usually motivated by jealousy, long for power over others and are extremely manipulative, deceitful, arrogant and ruthless. They can incarnate as humans but also be present in non-corporeal form. Fortunately we don’t have to go around in fear of ‘dark’ angels, for the same reason we don’t have to be afraid of other dark entities that feed off fear and negativity. They can only really bother people who are somehow susceptible to their energy, and that opening can be healed. When the point of attraction to negative beings is healed, they cannot find a way in.

救我

我真的好難受也不知怎麼發洩了…
我開始越來越沉了，我也不想的…
也沒有自己的自由

為什麼事情要變得越來越遠糟糕？越複雜？越混亂？以前平靜開朗快樂的生活呢？

為什麼生活要那麼痛苦？我真的很不想再看再接觸這世界的複雜…太亂了，好迷失…

能給我去一個美麗的山頂嗎？？有大叔，新鮮的風…小鳥的叫聲，美麗的天空

我…真的盡力了…為什麼？到底為什麼做好，不是每個人會欣賞你的，為什麼人類的心要這樣臭？

雖然他們這樣，我以為我總有一天也會變成這樣…其實這是自己的選擇…很多人被傷害過後，都把最好的自己放棄了…

“好”真的有那麼難做嗎？“惡”做了真的會開心嗎？

天使與惡魔到底誰會輸了給誰，誰又會贏了給誰呢？？會有答案嗎？？

人心真的有那麼狠嗎？？夢幻美好甜美一點不是更好嗎？

我不懂為什麼自己突然變得“無所謂”了。
看太清了嗎？還是都懂得太多了…
爭吵好累，我不想把不好印象留在別人的記憶裡…要留也留好的…只要他人明白就好。

我真的不是故意要發脾氣的…
只有自己最懂自己，忍受了多少？改變了多少？其實我真的很多疑問我想要快點解決問題還人一個清白…

最可憐最同情最委屈的就是傷害無辜了，有些無辜太過善良被傷害了也不會生氣只會傷心…那些都是小天使！！

我不懂為什麼…時間久了…我…
我…
我曾經看重很保護很愛護的東西都不會特意去做了…或許世界的東西和科技都變方便了…所以東西越來越多我們都忘了怎麼去珍惜一個東西或人。

這世界真的是沒有答案嗎？？
等著瞧吧你給我什麼我就還你什麼，除了垃圾我是不收的…

反正不忍都忍到了今天…

Dead

Goodnight

Drown2

當我想對自己發洩的時候我發現我的疤痕已經滿了，我自己都忘了…該換什麼地方的時候？